teringtkn ARWAH Fikri :'(

marilah kita semua sedekahkan AL FATIHAH kpd arwah FAIZUL FIKRI

(kawan baik) i yg tlah mninggal dunia pada

4 dis 2008 pd pkul 3.45 ptang

akibat barah otak .

arwah tlah mnanggung pnyakit nya sejak bulan 6 tahun 2008 ini.

marilah kita semua mendoakn agar rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

i was singing out loud a song entitled "goodbye".

then , i received a message from FATIN , Fikri's sister .

She said that Fikri had died.

i thought she's lying to me.

then i called Fikri's mother.

She answered my call and she was crying.

my heart felt like somethg bad had happen.

then i ask , " aunty, mana Fikri?"

"umphh. he had died just a few minutes ago" she replied.

i was likeee... OMG !

i ended the call with tears.

and i was crying like hell you know?

i dnt know , why ?

maybe , it is because i love him so much .

then , i took my handphone . and type a message abt Fikri's death.

and i send to all my friends, act, not all.

when maghrib , i go to my mother's bedroom.

i cried out loud and said to my mother tht Fikri had died.

my mother was crying too.

my mother hug me.

:'(

then my mother said just pray for him && be strong.

my mother also asked me to read YASSIN for Fikri.

after i solat maghrib.

i took the YASSIN && start reading it with full of tears.

then, that night i didnt take my dinner at all .

even a single drop of water.

i miiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssss yooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuu, FIKRIIII !!!

ALFATIHAH

gee , i miss youu , Fikriii :'((

p e r e m p u a n disayangi ;

firstly, thanks for everything :)

first time i know you, you was like hell kind to me .
but it was along time ago ,
you tell everybody abt my problems to make they felt sorry for me .
but it was along time ago ,
and you was once my beloved sister ever .
but it was along time ago ,

NOWW ..

you're like fucking shit that messed up with me!

and you told them ;

i'm the one who's creating stories,
i'm the one who make you ashamed,
i'm the one that make you and your bf broke up,
i'm the one that make your life ruined without your bf,
i'm the one that everything lahhh ,

YOUR HEAD lah wehh !

firstly ;

you're the one that creating stories okey ?

secondly ;

i make you ashamed ? for god sake! HELL NOO !
you're the one that make me ashamed you b****

thirdly ;

oh ! you already broke up yeah ? HAHAA .
sorry i didnt know cause i'm not the one that make both of you broke up .
and i with your ex-bf tu , dah like siblings you know ? =.=

forthly ;

haha , dah bf kau tanak kat kau dahlah wehhh -.-
tayah nk nngis2 dahhh ,

lastlyy ;

please , do tell the whole world that you hate me :)



lots of love ,

your beloved sissy <33

SCOLIOSIS ? -.-"

well , isnin baru je check-up kat HUKM .

check and do some X-rays. the result was hell DISASTER!
my spine was already 64 degree to my right -.-"
OMG :O it was a freaking results !
daaamnn -___-

the doctor said , do the operation and its a MUST!
if not it will affect my lungs.
so , it will make me hard to breath -.-
goshh .
but , ada some risiko if buat operation

• 50% succes and 50% not . if not , i will paralyzed .
• 6 months or 1 year cannot running rolling jumping and whatsoever!
• after operation, if the screw broke and get into my spine cordinal, i'll die.

oh my gosh :O susah lahhh , well .
entah -.-

next appointment at HUKM - 1st JUNE
next appointment at HKL - 27th July

could somebody help me please ? -.-

Sabtu , 11th April was a BLAST :) First2 , keluar just saja igt nk hangout . Tiba2 jadi kerja dah pulaa ? -,- HAHAA . Well , photoshoot with PRAOUK's best ! Haha , Padahal baru je kenal :) Diorg sporting habis ohh . Lagi2 , TwinkleKIRANA , Yola , Isya , Zureen , Sis Una , Eila , AwienKIRANA adaa :) Weee . Ni ada gmbr diorg , tgk lahh . Biasa2 sajaa ,

SaraINNES and TwinkleKIRANA :)

AwienKIRANA and ApekPRAOUK's . Siblings laaa -,-

Sweet couple :) TwinkleKIRANA and ApekPRAOUK's

ErullPRAOUK's . My cutest model :) HAHA

One of the PRAOUK's :)

Amal PRAOUK's :)

One of the PRAOUK's :)

ApekPRAOUK's :)

Erull PRAOUK's :)

TwinkleKIRANA :) Die sumpah georgous .

One of the PRAOUK's

PRAOUK's :) Sorang hilang , iaitu saya sbgai photographer -,-"

JimmyPRAOUK's

Some of the PRAOUK's :)

JimmyPRAOUK's and his members :)

Iqbal Huq , TIANG kuu :)

* That's all :) Yg lain ada , but tayh lah -,-" byee

Kenduri kahwin :) Nik Zurina & Megat Norizal <3

Aren't they look so Sweet ? :) (Time ni baru nikah je , saje testingg)

Nik Zurina , Megat's wife :) ( Time ni belah lelaki )

Geee , time mkn pun sibuk ng hp , haihh -___- ( belah lelaki )

Baca doa sebelum mkn :) ( belah lelaki )

Megat Norizal , Zureen's husband :) ( belah lelaki )

Auwww , terharuu :| ( Tunang )

She looks happy :D ( tunang )

Megat & Zureen , (belah perempuan)

Time tunang , kat belkang rumah :p (tunang)

Megat & Zureen , (tunang)

p/s : ada lagi gmbr , but belum edit lagi . Nnt k ?

GRRRRRR :|

Guys and girls :D Sad news :( And Good news :)

SAD NEWS

From now onn , papa and mama tak kasi keluarr gerak KL langsungg .
Especially with kwn2 :((
But kalau nak betul2 keluar pun mesti ada reason yg kukuh and also depends ngn siapa pegi .
SAD gilaa -____-
Ada 2 sebab papa tak kasii ,

• Tahun ni UPSR! Study je 24 hours -,-
• And abt my tulang . I tak boleh byk gerak ( byk berjalan ) sgtt . Cause I akn cepat sesak nfs and akn rase skit blakang I.

Weelll , reasonable . But terseksaa dduk rumah je :((
Tapi nak tanak , ikut je lah enn?
Tapi after UPSR , papa kate .
"lantak kakak lah nk pegi mana punn!"
haha :DD Best je .

GOOD NEWS

About my operation , I fkr2 blik .
I tanak cancel and I want to get a better and a healthy life just like otherss .
:)))
Well , I just need supports from my friends .
THANKS to all yg cared abt me all the wayy.

ILOVEYOUUU <33

Thanks :)

lots of love ,

Sararawrr