oh my gosh )':

i terbaca one of my bestie's blog tauu, and she was talking about something that she did with her girlfriends. yeahhhh, and i was like ouchhhhh :'( time i baca tu, i menangis gila gila kot. i memang dah inform about the thing that they already did tuu, but diorang kata tak sure lagii. so, i was like oh maybe tak jadi lah enn?! sebab diorang tak inform apapunn. and if diorang inform pun, i memang tak boleh pergi sebab tengah demam -___- but at least, inform lah enn? dah dua kali kot kena. first pasal openhouse, now benda niii. haihhhh, i tahulah i sakit but at least inform je lahhh. hm, dahlah takda mood ): byeeeeeeee.

; kepada yang berkenaan, jangan makan cili yeahhh.

woot woot :O

haha, oh yeahhhh :D my operation diawalkan satu hari which is on monday and i masuk hosp hari ahad. weeeee. finally, i hope everything is gonna be just fine. pheuuwwww, but harap harap tak kena ambil darah and semua tu lah, haihhhh. sakit tahu?! haha, itu je nak bgtahu :)

operation : 2nd November 2009!

Wattafuck?!

around 8, keluar rumah and pergi schl kejapp. hantar borang and pergi class kejap, but cikgu naze ada so meet aida je and hug dia gilagila lahhh :) time tu, rasa mcam nak menangis je but tahan ohhh. then turun and masuk kereta pergi hosp. bapak jam dohhh -___-" around 9.45 sampai, then daftar and byr deposit and pergi naik tingkat 4, wad spinal 4J and katil number 7. wad dia ramai bukan bilik sorang sbb yg bilik tu private so dia akan charge lain. then, unpack semua ada doct laki dtg. doct tu abit auwwww, hee ;D but dia baik gilaaa. then, dia pun talk abt the operation and ambil darah i. perghh -,- sakit gilaa. i tak tengok pun, then doct tu panggil suruh tengok i tengok je terus menggeletar gilaaa, HAHA. i dah lah takut gila tengok darah. then dia letak like something dekat belah kiri untuk stop from bleeding and untk masuk air nanti. then, ramai gila doct dtg untk check i and buat like examination semua. then xray and xray lagi sekalii. malam tu je, just baring makan and missy (nurse) dtg bagi ubat tidur and i pun tidur sorang2, parents i balik lahh. around 1.45am dia kejut, check semua and dia suruh i puasa pukul 2am. gaahhh -,- doct kata pukul 5am tibatiba tukar. i tak sempat makan apa pun, puasa jelah. then around 5am dia kejut lagi, masukkan air. and i pun tidur balik, around 8am mcm tu kena check lagi and turun untuk lungs test. then, naik je terus duduk and pukul 8.30am the first case on that day was Shin Chan :) dia dah masuk bilik OT and she was crying. i tengok pun dah takut oh -.- mr wong dtg and ambil darah belah kanan. then, i tidur, around 11 papa and mama sampaii. around 12 habibah and mak dia sampai :) then dia bawa ferrero rocher :p perghh, i dah lah puasa, terliur baii. pukul 1 mak habibah balik, pukul 2 still tak kena panggil lagi. then around 3 ada missy dtg and ckp my operation has been postponed to next tuesday. my dad pun apa lagiii, tak pas hati lah enn?! then missy tu kata that ada 3 org operation on that day and i was the 2nd case. the first case was Shin Chan tadi tuu and 3rd case ada sorang aunty tuu. Shin Chan kena operate lama gila sebab ada complication and bleeding byk sgt so around 3pm baru habes. then, if i buat for sure habis malam and 3rd case tak sempat. so doc pun pergi ambil 3rd case and i punya kena postponed sebab 3rd case 4 screws je and i 16 screws. papa pun like marah gila and slowtalk dgn doc. nak taknak, takda 2nd opinion so i pun pack semua, and balik -.- i kalau boleh tak nak postponed sebab next week, Oya ( adik i ) exam, siapa nak jaga dia semua en? so abg i lah terpaksa jaga sbb dia habes Pmr and nak taknak kena juga buat next tuesday. haihhhh -,- redha jelah.

so, i akan masuk hosp on 2nd november and operation on 3rd november :)

just a few more days :'(

okaayyy, so just a few more days je lagi nak operation and i'm so fucking scared. hm, i dah tak boleh nak buat apa just berdoa and bertawakal jelahhh -_____________- okay, hari khamis petang i dapat tahu from someone that my dad buat solat hajat untuk i dekat surau and masjid, i was like shocked gila sebab i tak tahu langsung pasal tuu. and orang surau and masjid buat kutipan derma untuk i senyap senyap then bagi duit dekat papa, papa pun tak tahu yang diorang buat kutipan tuu. i was like tersentuh and terharu gila that ramai gila orang yang nak tolong i, geee, thanks to all yang donate, sumpah i gembira tak terkata! hanya ALLAH jelah dapat balas jasa korang. and thanks to all my friends that always sokong i dari belakang semuaaaa, gee. ILY guys so muchhhh :') doakan i okayyy? i hope EVERYTHING will gonna be just fine.

Selasa, (:

Hari selasa, okay. Tengah duduk duduk, tibatiba, danial kata dgn mama nak pergi pavi. Then I was like hell bosan gila, so ckp dgn danial nak ikut. Danial kata Tanya papa and mama. I Tanya mama, mama kata Tanya papa. Tanya papa then papa kata pergilah just jangan balik lambat jee. Then, danial keluar. Around 3 baru dia balik, then siapsiap terus pergi tunggu bas dgn aiman, aiman sanusi, and cousin. Ingat naik bas, then rupanya naik taxi dgn cousin sebab terlepas bas HAHA. Danial naik taxi dengan kwn2 dia, so asing asing lah. Then, sampai Pavi around 4 lebih. Sampai je, gerak bb then meet areef kejap and cari kasut semualahh. Around 5 lebih, gerak foodcourt pavi, makan (: then, gerak bb jumpa danial dekat depan maybank. Then, diorang gerak pergi tengok wayang, I dgn cousin I gerak rooftop terserempak dengan erull, areel, fred and kawan2 erull. dari pukul 7 lebih sampai pukul 9 lebih dekat situ HAHA. Then, danial call gerak entrance pavi, jumpa diorang then balik WEEE ;D what a day, sumpah penat gilaaa. sampai rumah around 10 HAHA

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malam selasa * i guess

i tengah tengok tv dengan my cousin dalam bilik then suddenly dapat call from arsh, we talk talk talk then papa masuk bilik -,- HAHA. punya kelam kabut, then borak je buat dont know. papa keluar je, dia call guna phone rumah and letak then dia call guna phone dad dia and buka loud speaker. And tuffy call arsh guna phone mum dia and buka loudspeaker gak. So I dapat dengar tuffy cakap apa and tuffy dengar I cakap apa (: sumpah macam orang gila je HAHA. Then, we all were talking shit about a fucking bitch. Sumpah best gila sebab dapat rapat balik dengan diorang. Okay the bitch was ****’s ex tauu. Then, time diorang couple, bitch tuu tak kasi **** rapat dengan I tauu. Even **** nak letak I dekat topfrens pun tak boleh apatah lagi contact I, WTF?! Patut lah time diorang couple, **** tak contact I langsung -.- then, dah bohsia tu buat cara bohsia BODOH. Plus time couple, time diorang date, **** akan pastikan dalam poket dia ada dalam 4 ratus untuk belanja bitch tuu. Phone yang bitch tu guna sekarang ni pun, phone ****. Gosh, now main tinggal kan **** macam tu jee. **** sampai tak beli baju raya just dsebabkan duit dia lesap macam tu je untuk bitch tuuu. Gahhh -.- now dia dgn siapa ntahh, ZH kot. Then, mcm sial jee. Dia kata dia dgn ZH tu just nak jealouskan ****. Euww, **** tak jealous langsung lahhh weh. Then, now bitch tu dengan M, M tu pun sumpah bodoh lah wehh pergi percaya bitch tuu. M tu dahlah pernah minta couple dengan I but I tolak sebab I dengan areef, dia minta couple dengan tuffy but tuffy tolak juga sebab tuffy dengan afiq, now dia dengan bitch tu smpai keluar perg Mid and tgok wayang and korang fhm2 jelah apa yang diorg buat dlm wyg tuu. Haiyaaaa, bodoh lahh. Bila I call bitch tuu, dia kata apa tauu “saraaa, imy babyyy. Kenapa dah lama sgt tak contact i?” WTH?! Pandai gila dia berlakon enn? Gee, nak je bagi penyepak dekat muka dia yang terlampau lawa tuuu. HAHAHAHAHA ((: hmph, sumpah dohhh. If I keluar sat ni, nak je maki maki dia. Then tuffy break dgn afiq pun dsbbkan M and bitch tuu. Sumpah dohh, bitch tuu dah keterlaluann GRR. Then nak bidon menangis minta simpati semuaaa, belahh lah wehh.

May I kill you, bitch?

fuck you, moron -.-

okaaaayy, lastnight dapat call from H* which is my ex-boyf. entah apa mimpi H tibatiba call i. dia cakap dia dalam hosp tau, dia accident naik motor kena langgar kereta. i was like terkejut gilaa, then tanya lah condition dia macam mana semua. dia kata dia okay just tangan dia patah. fyi; H ni duduk dengan abang dia je. parents dia cerai and parents dia taknak jaga dia and abang dia. so dia pun duduk dengan abg dia dekat damansara. then you know what? dia minta i rm5oo untuk bayar bil hosp dia. so i was like, macam kesian gila tapi i mana ada duit. then dia boleh pula ckp that i saja buat dia macam ni and tak sayang dia and whatsoever. i pun like WTF?! apahal dengan kau nii? i bengang i maki dia teruss letak phone. then pandai pula call balik and ckp sorry semua, i pun malas nak layan teruss off phone. wehh, jgn fikir aku bodoh lah wehh. kau ada duit, minta aku jugaaa. mana girlf kesayangan kau? tak kan dia tak nak tolong kau HAHA -_________________________________________________-"

last night, :D

okayy, tengah texting dengan areef and tibatiba dia tak reply, tidur lah tu kot -.- call dia, tak angkat. okay, tidur lah tuu. then, otp with Tuffy and talk about D* and kutuk kutuk diaa. then, arsh pula call. but kejap je cakap sebab phone buat hal -________- then, around 12 call Arsh guna phone rumah, then talk about 1 hour lebih dohhh. gila kaan? HAHA. lepas tuu terus call, Syamil (: i wish him luck for Bi and Science paper, and borak borak and we were like hell crazyy -.- and auwww, time dia gelak, bapak comelll GRR. i miss your laugh dohh, abang Syamil :p hee. then, call areef lagi. dia tak angkat. so i pun terus tidur -.-

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lupa kawan -.-"

that day, i was otp with A* then, dia suruh tunggu jap, ada orang call dia and dia hold. then, about 3 mins, we're otp baack. i tanya siapa yang call? then A cakap, N* i was like shocked gila and terus diam and tak ada mood. then, i tanya, N selalu ke call you? A said, 2 hari lepas pun dia ada call i and dia kirim salam dekat you, dia cakap dia rindu you sgtsgt. i was like, 'oh ya? kenapa dia tak call i je?' A diam jee. i macam dah fikir bukanbukan, N is my bestie, but since i ada misunderstood dengan dia that day, dia terus menjauhkan diri dari i. i dah minta maaf and slowtalk dengan N, dia cakap that dia tak dendam apa pun dengan i. but ikutkan dia boleh call A, kenapa nak call i seminit pun tak boleh? memang melepet lah enn -____- after otp dengan A je, i terus tak ada mood and cry gilagila. sumpah tak sangka dia buat i mcm ni ohhh. kalau tak puas hati dengan i, cakap je laaaaa.

o4 october 2oo9 (:

i was like tidur lambat gila kot -.-
crying punya pasal sebab lagi 23 days kot nak operation.
haihh, sumpah takut gila.
then call areef, dia tak angkat, tidur lah tu.
then i pun like, cry gila gila and otp with Apeng.
i was like hell crying and borak borak dgn dia semua.
he was like pujuk i and he make me happy (:
thanks Apeng.

then, around 5 am baru i tidur. bangun around 9, 4 jam je tidur -.-'
then text yaya and aida about nak pergi rumah nisa, then mandi and terus online.
then otp dengan Areef, we was like gila gila jeee.
we talk about gays and pondan.
bapak ahh, sumpah macam orang gila kot otp dengan dia.
about one hours juga lah otp dgn dia.
oh and i tak sangka boyf i ni GAY! omg omg :p
Sorry Areef, hee.

then, dapat text from aida. siapsiap then dia dtg dgn umi
then ambil yaya terus gerak rumah nisa.
and lepak lepak, then tengok2 tak sempat nak gerak Gombak
plus dekat ampang sumpah Jam gilaaa.
then balik je yaya pergi rumah i.
then call Ery, Nabel, Hazein. cakap sorry tak dpt dtg Gombak.
then, lepak japp.

main ps2 and terus pergi rumah yaya and keluar balik lepak Tr,
balik je terus online.

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